sigh, till nw she nbr contact me & simply jux ignore my sms/cors.
its so hurts & wadever she say only she right.
say hao pass me e hair clips e nxt day yet nbr so wad she expect me to do?
keep asking & cor over to her? she might also jux ignore.
its alr over more than enough.
why always look I m e one who always gt fault?
she hurts me deeply.
I jux want her to understand my feelings & sms me at least to get a little concern better than aything bt she did nt. so hurts & fexed abt it[:
anw jux pt it as side since she cn.
wad for alone being miserable & so tougher?
meeting up jiatong ltr at wdls s she want pass me e camera, paper, clip & return me money.
I waiting ahead for her gd news too. she go register study wib me.
hope she cn successfully study.
anw willy called me last wk s he said tht he cuming over to my hse to take his bag today.
I dk whether is he coming tonite.
he told me tht he & wheelie wanted to gib me com s my bdae present.
I m surprise & dw to take cus I feel its too ex de present.
they insist me to take so I m considering.
they wrk so tougher & jux stable dwn their lifes so hw they expect me to take?
sigh. complicated mood eh.
for my rs matter, if anyone will like to ask or want to knw.;
I tink lets pt to a full stp for tis ques cus I dw to ans.
me myself also dk so hw to ans??
jux dun ask wad I m gng to do or wadever.
I really hope evrything cn solve soon. sobs.

Its hurtrs to quarral wib u as I dun wish too.
I jux hope u at least understand my feels & will approach me wib a sry bt nt putting anger on me. I always tell myself tht u hab ur reason so dw put too hard for u.
bt agn & agn u say will contact me on tht day bt end up u did nt?
these adays u been giving me empty promises which r not like ur way.
If u r gng to tell me u forget, I jux feel tht ur jux dun bother abt me as u cn forget^^!
u r overlimit to my patience & its nt e first tym^^!
u didnt even inform anything too.
u ask urself if its u then how do u feel?
even I told u my PO cum tht nite, u didnt worried or ask isit alright or wad my PO say?
u didnt even worried abt my TR if u truly care me s ur SIS.
wadever u say, u always tink u r right & throw temper at me.
WT, if its u wad do u feel??
do u tink I want ting turn out liktht merh?
cn u tink of me nt?
ya lurh, I know someone always impt to u bt nt me.
u jux throw temper & everything u win.
I m tired, dw to quarral wit u s will only make us quarral even worst.
I really dk wad cn I say.
u know its hurts to let u ignore as side & nbr rply my msg at all?
if someone whom impt to u treat u e way of hw u treat someone then hw do u feel?
I was jux like a TOPID at there making effort to b there for u wen u needs.
bt wer is u? I m asking myself u will say someone bt did u say urself?
I wont dare to say someone if I nbr did e way wad I expected frm others too.
its really hurts me deeply yet I at there still trying my best to concentrate.
I jux hope to say a SRY TO U & everything is over cus I dw FRENSHIP jux end liktht too.
pls tink of wad I say & hope u willb better.
I hope u cn tink hu u really neglect then must try ur best to hold bak.
dun wait till regret & u realise ur mistakes.
It will be too late till tht moment.
I knw ur present frens might b better cus 'FRENS ALWAYS COMES & GO'.
so I dk wad is ur tinking.
I jux hope our friendship cn stay still e same.
I m sry & will let u pt ur anger toward me if u want.
jux hope u understand my feelings & I will try my best if u need me.
I will b waiting patiently for ur sms.

Finally gt free times to revise:)
today meeting suddenly cancel s everyone was bzy with their wrk.
tml is vesak day so dun nid to wrk s its a holiday:)
s well s no class for tml too.
Tis sun sudden feel like gng to eng classes s I feel there hab e needs to go.
so long nbr go. sigh.
I gng to leave WH soon at 03june10.
I feel happier today cus we hab a gd chat jux nw wen makan:)
I hope we will like jux nw agn if can:)
hahs. I meeting qiuying tonight to take my tings.
but I leave office at 8pm cus acc liting. hahs.
now hab tyms then occupied to acc them since I gng to leave:)
gonna miss them alots. sigh.
memories always with me:)

dk why lifes feel so shag^^! sigh.
I want to lead my lifes happier bt why I jux cmi?
anw jux dun tink too much barh.
gng for sci classes today:)

Its really sad to leave WH cus I hab feelings with sum of e colleagues:)
They r jux my sweetheart & I treasure them:)
I m happy to being with them.
without them, my lifes will be more miserable at WH.
I really thks them alots cus I appreciate their loves & tching.
I really still needs them.
being with them, I cn hab no worry & a nature feeling to go on with my lifes.
sometimes I sit as side to tink why I want to leave WH yet its like someting force me nt to leave & tht is ur all^^! but sry, I heard someting awful as I dun tink they r sincer to ask me to stay dwn.
Tina, sometimes I m asking myself whether u r sincer staying me dwn today or jux at there exist like u care for me & cnt bear me??
sigh. u know I feel like trusting u one times cus u r gd sumtym & touch my heart:)
I feel like treating u s my beloved colleagues bt I dk u treat me gd is truly or jux fake?
cn u really understand hw I felt?
I want to trust u bt wad I heard let me really disappointed.
cus I dk whose wrds cn trust.
I dw to felt lost but u let me felt lost?
Someone said I resign means I lose.
yea, indeed I m a loser.
I totally lost all confidence & I cnt concentrate well to work hard anymore.
cus I been push dwn to somewhere I hab been hurts.
maybe I pt to hard on it le.
I asking myself wad for to b so truly? Laughs.
end up hurts only myself. anw, I will try nt to pt too hard.
I will be happier aft things all gone alright:)
\jux cheer up myself.
anw ltr gng to meet jiatong, jujie they all. maybe meeting laifong awhile.

I hate WH^^! its nt a gd experiences over here. cus they r jux back stabbers^^!
I dun belongs to here & must leave asap s I cn^^!
actually I cnt bear here bt nw I cn^^!
ur all r jux nounsense^^! leave far away frm me^^!
I dw to cya all^^! super hate^^!
I gng to strt wrk there soon & jux look ahead for e day to cum.
I miss all my friends & miss e days being with ur all.
I really jux want to go bak to my worlds wer really bring me happiness & warmth:)
I jux loves them & they really my sweet frens:)
ytd gng kbox express out my feeling by singing with yunfeng & wesly really fun:)
end up Jiatong cum & ah mel join ltr:)
qiuying & xinxin wrking ytd at evening.
wen we cum out to e receptionist counter, we saw jon, qinyi & weijun.
they gt say hi & bye to us except weijun.
we nbr really tok lyk last tym le.
Its a sad ting to b liktht bt still alright. cus he is nt really tht impt to me anw.
I wont sad to a person who dun deserve.
I jux hope days & tyms past fast.
I wont b keep updating post s I wont have so much free times.
but will update soon:)

I alr tired to hear all tis topid tings & dw to care anymore.
I jux simplky ignore cus nt really mind too much.
I jux want to enjoy & treasure all my frens:)
even ur all tink I m nt doing well then tht its ur all business.
I dun even bother & dun gib it a damm.
anw I gng to meet yunfeng they all ltr.
they all gng interview ltr s I bring them go. LOL.
tonite dk still hab time meet junjie they all.
s junjie say want to tch me hw to play pool. LOL.
c how first barh. I also nt really in a gd mood.
mood quite bad today. hope I cn control my own emotional[:
sigh. so fan los. sians.

Ltr gng steamboat at bugis with Qiuying, Yunfeng, Wesly & Limei.
hahs. while cn go walk walk too.
get bak to e places tht I go with qy they all tht tym. LOL:)

I hate being affected^^!
& dw to bother or to care^^!
sigh. These adays junjie, ben, zhong guang & jiatong cum to blk15/6 to meet me.
we slack awhile & go hm aft tht.
anw today meeting up too s they sms me:)
ltr gng to settle some probs s to get clears some matters.
cya all & giving her a chances to explain to me alr.
shall stp posting.

I alr give resign letter ytd evening wen I knock off[: my PO say de r right.
since I decided to leave at first then I should consider so much to make myself stress.
althought I dk its a good or a bad decision, I still must go ahead.
If I keep re-consider, I will nbr find e ans.
e enjoyment with my colleagues at e office is some sort of a comfort zone, which I will one day lose. It is good, but gd tym wont lastlong, bt failure to leave tis gd tym behind will make me lose a lot of opportunity & choice. anw, I wont forget WH colleagues & gonna miss ur all alots.
I will also stp posting. hahs.
btw, mars mum fax me a letter tht is for me to his hse.
I dk why he nbr mail to me bt I knw he is truly want to change.
sry for all e hurtful to him & its e happiest letter I received ytd:)
he finally understood my feeling:)
I hope to c his chamges wen he out.
all I said to him wasnt my true words bt I tink e way cn make him give up.
he insist not to give up nw but sooner he will.
I jux wish he b happier.
sians, today gtg study s I alr super tired[: sigh.

Now I cn at least ease dwn abit.
Thks all to my PO Ms Wong.
She really hlp me alot & let me ease down.
If dunhaf her, I really dk wad to do.
she even hlp me to tink of a way to take leave on mon.
she is really a gd PO & super friendly:)
Its really sad too. I m gng to leave WH soon tht make me feel upset too.
I m sry for e sudden resign[: sigh.
ltr habing mangement meeting at 1pm^^!
I m gng to take lunch aft e MEETING><
aft wrk hab to rush dwn to wdls library meet my PO.
today cnt b late cus my PO gt hm visit today.
I will tried best to b fast. sincer thks her:)

This time round I really dk how to say u & I dunhaf e right to say anything.
nth I cn do & u really change alot^^!
u strt being unreasonable & u r no longer e one I know once[:
rmb u told me u jux listen in & out? tot u cn jux bear with it?
I cn understand ur feels right now.
but wad u did nw is in e wrong way tht cause troub which wont make sense.
pls lurh, tink of it properly b4 doing anthing. choices make consequences^^!
If u really want to carried on being unreasonable then u jux go ahead barh.
I wont stp u but will tried my best to advice u s wad I cn do.
I m nt who anw. its ur own decision so all its jux up to u^^!
go ahead being so stubborn & dun regret for chosing any decision.
I m really super tired of carried on care tis & tht^^!
I dw to care or to bother le^^!
hope all nounsense stp soon^^!
nth much to tok abt too.
all no more><><
so let it be liktht nw barh. sobs[:

sigh. e kbox captain, alvin had called me to go work at 27may so should I?
I tink I should cus derick & him hab been waiting for my ans patiently[:
sigh. today stress los. so many tings to do till I dun even hab free tym><
I didnt go for makan too.
e topid meeting mins hab to re-do by today^^!
Finally done btnbr done with e production report^^! sigh.
yet still gib me type in all e vehicle information list? wt.
Today still gt to study somemore^^!
hab to rush soon le. marcus stp me at sembawang ltr><
e rest only cn do tml le.
Tml got reporting & finding my PO urgently recently^^!
I called my CSO officer, Ms Koh to hlp me contact Ms Wong.
Hope my PO will contact me soon[:
I really felt so confused & stress abt e matter.
who I cn approach only Ms Wong.
I will b more buzier for e days ahead^^!

my mood totally down.
I dk why these adays mood swing.
Thks to junjie, zhong guang & ben acc[:
Thks them alots & they treating me really v well.
hahs. its jux let me remind of e past wen being with them.
ily all to e max^^!
btw these adays tired wib my job. hahs.
but nbm, jux b tolerate.
I wish to take leave on mon s I got something to do but I dk how to open my mouth to say.
sigh. I also worried leave not been approved. so how?
sigh. I dk how & looking for my PO.
but she always engaged.
she seem to be so bzy tht always uncontactable.
I want to try fake mc but sudden I dw cus I feel v bad. sigh.
tml got sci classes^^! sians. but still hab to go.
I must learn how to bear wib it.
learn to tolerate its not a bad ting.
sigh. hope times cn past faster[:

I feel tht our gap is too big s dk why we r abit strange sometym.
I feel sad to heard wad u said earlier but dk hw to ans.
I know u no harm & jux to say how u feel. I agree too so also not saying anything.
I feel emo agn now cus I dk how to explain.
Laughs. I m alright anw.
ltr gng to checkpoint to meet junjie they all & jiatong.
but I gtg hm first cus i wan wear short pants.
lol. they gng play pool now.
If I really dunhab job I also wont mind barh.
although nbr wrk my finance will b a prob, I also dw to bother lerh.
cn relax or enjoy & cn rest well too.
hahs. jux dun tink too much is e best[:

I wont be posting my blog seldom le.
hahs. anw I get final warning for my probation.
I will treasure this last chances & hope my probation end soon.
sians. 29september then end^^! I will try to tahan.
hahs. These adays life still alright but emo. sigh.
Posting will stop soon s I said I wont be keep posting le.

I miss my past alots^^!
I really hope tyms faster s I want come to an end sooner[:
sigh. wen come to rs, my mood is confused.
wen come to study, I m afraid i cmi.
wen come to work, I dk whether should I chnage job or stay down?
in a complicated mood & fexed abt it.
I really hope everything come to an end soon^^!
maybe its cus I always dk hw to make an decision to cause all dis probs out.
I dw tings to be likdat & I jux hope I cn avoid everything.
I dunlik to b e way I am now??
I dunlik tings to b such complicated.
I like to enjoy & I jux want to be happy with no worries[:
I want to c all my frens around to be happy.
I want my fam to stay good & wont be unreasonable.
I hope him to study hard & come out cn lead a better lifes.
I hope he met a better girl than me & a ger hu cn treat him well.
Let bygones be bygones. I m really tired,
I hope wesly cn find a gd gf too & dun been cheat by anyone:)
I hope yunfeng cn find a gf by his side too.
I hope jiatong & her boi cn lastlong.
I hope wheelie & willy really work hard to stable their life now & nbr mix wit those ppl:)
I hope qiuying cn met a gd guy:)
I hope laifong & yaotheng cn patch bak & lastlong.
I hope ahmel cn find a gd gf.
I hope zoey & ahmel cn be better.
I hope ahlong's life cn be better.
I hope ahdor dun always go those places & being obedient.
I hope daoxiang cn find a gd gf & lastlong:)
I hope ahdot cn find a gd gf by nw & hab a stable life.
I hope zhenhao cn study hard & patch wit amelia soon.
I hope weilin & vivian mei study well & met a gd guy.
I hope sabrina study hard.
I hope xinxin & jonathon lastlong & awaiting to attending their wedding. LOL.
I hope qinyi met a guy tht takecare of her.
I hope cuiwen & her boi lastlong.
I hope weijun cn met a ger better than limwei & to tc of him.
I hope limwei cn stop telling lies.
I hope junjie & guang cn b wit their loves & study hard[:
I hope benjamin di cn met a gd ger & bring to me c:)
I hope xuanyi cn b happier.
I hope alvin minming be a gd boi.
I hope jiale really change & gib her ger a better life.
I hope wei her, yu an, samuel & henry study hard:)
I hope bridget & sookhui met their loves.
I hope jiajing really cn met a ger tht he loves & want soon.
I hope kokleong cn make his effort on study.
I hope joeson cn dun so tough & be happy:)
I hope jiawei & janice lastlong:)
I hope sitian cn be with her boi better.
I hope ada cn met her loves & b happier.
I hope charmaine & her boi marcus lastlong.
I hope liting(corrinne) lastlong wit her boy.
I hope alan lastlong wit her ger.
I hope soiwlin cn find a bf by now.
I hope daniel cn find a gd gf & stay happier:)
I hope qiuhua will pass her O level.
I hope steven wont keep riotting.
I hope beatrice better now.
I hope siyun not angry with me le.
I hope sandra change her attitude.
I hope ray contact me soon.
I hope aaron come out soon.
I hope oevin & his ger lastlong.
I hope dyon kor & terrence sis happier now.
I hope leon(yonghong) di cn find a gf soon uh.
I hope to cya baoshuang mei & hongqiang soon.
I hope zhejia di cn stay guaiguai.
I hope my cousin minmin cn met a gd guy.
I hope xueqi & tobias patch soon,
I hope cynthia mei cn find a gd bf.
I hope cn meet up ashley ahma & ben soon.
I hope to cya shunze soon^^!
I hope ivan & verna lastlong.
I hope jeremy kor cn find a gf & hope to cya him.
I hope xiao jeremy dun so emo & put dwn his pasr.
I hope edward(botak) cn hab a better life.
I hope joan will learn how to appreciate now.
I hope my cousin marcus come out soon.
I hope to cya beecheng soon^^!
I hope bryan, ken, soonteck & nigel really guaiguai & study hard.
I hope caiyin darling & mingpei darling r gd wit their lifes now.
I hope weiting & leonard lastlong.
I hope dorin find til a gd guy.
I hope jean & zhihong lastlong.
I hope katrina is gd ger now.
I hope meijun met a gd guy soon.
hahs. there still alot ppl I need to hope/wish.
I will add on soon. If dunhaf then tell me alright:) hehs.

Today super angry los.
Magnagement meeting suddenly change til 1pm & didnt even inform me^^!
Tina tell marcus tht he alr inform me but she nbr.
she said she told doris is e same s inform me.
funny lea, even I infront of her doesnt mean tht i heard everything of wad they hab say los.
Impossible bzybody to go listen their conversation de marh.
nbm los, i shall eat my lunch aft e meeting then.
sigh, sure meeting til 3/4pm los or ltr. sian lurh.
bobians & jux hab to go. hate it^^!!
post til here,

Ltr evening have to rush to bishan ite to study.
its been so long tht I nbr go to study. now I want to go bak & I must find bak e confidence^^!
I cnt failed cus I will disappoint alot of ppl.
Joeson is e one I should b grateful to & he is e one hu always hlp me.
he always stay by my side. he always cheer me up wen I m down & will find me when i need him.
he is e one lending me money to study^^! he is e one always nbr given up on us:)
he give us lots of confidence & make us always hab a gd tinking:)
I love him to e max & he always jux like my dad:) e most beloved & e most impt. laughs.
anw sorry to weijun, i know my words hurt u in ur tagboard.
earlier on apologise to u at ur msn le & thks for forgives:)
I shouldnt say till tht way & sry for nbr tink of it. btw wont happen it agn & dun tink too much alright:) I will still care for u de & hope our friendship cn last:)
u must take good care of ur own health alright? u must drink more water s e weather is hot.
I miss e days we use to go kbox til siao & habing fun around:) hahs.
meet up soon wen free & imy all alots^^!
This coming sat i m not coming to work s i hab to apply leave to report at MCYS at 11am.
I hab to go with my dad to c my PO & her superior.
sorry daddy for bringing u troub & indeed u hlp me alot^^!
sometimes i still quarral with u jux cus u r unreasonable sometimes or being too noisy or too busybody but I always still care for u de even we quarral or saying lots of nasty/awful words.
I only hab u & its my FATHER who always will nbr give up me too & e one who help me in everything or to give in me most of e times.
I know u dun hab e abilities to takecare of me but i know u r e BEST DADDY:)
I wont want u to takecare me in cash cus I want u to takecare properly of urself & e fam:)
I need u in e ways of cares, concern, loves, dote, needs, wants, understanding, satisfied, agree, commitment, sweetless & worthiness. e others more & more barh, hahs.
maybe my expectation too high.
anw u alr done part of ur job now[:
although u did make mistakes in e past which I might not be forgiven, now I decided s I choose to forget cus I will forgive evrything abt u s u r my beloved dad:):P:
I am so sry for e mistakes I make too.
I being naughty for a few yrs & give up study once is my stupidness.
I will tried my best & wont b repeating e same mistakes agn.
I learn frm my mistakes & wont want my disappoint daddy so much.
now I want to thks my WH colleague Daniel s he really did alot of tings cus of me:)
how fortunate I m to have him in my life & its my bless to know him^^!
he is a gd guy tht dk how to explain.
caring, concern, kindhearted, polite, sweet, tender, thoughtful, friendly, funny, joke, trusted, honest & many maybe? hahs.
I jux know he is too gd & I really dk how to thks him.
I hope he cn have more confidence in his studies & I jux want him to know tht he always have my surport.
I will b there to be ur listener if u need to lend a pair of ears frm me & I cn lend u a shoulder to liy on if u need it to cover ur tears or u r tired:) hehs.
thks to this BFF:) really thks alots^^!
Thks Liting too:)
u r so sweet & know u, my lifes become happier.
Laughs. u really so entertainment tht everyone likes u:) hehs.
u r such a gd colleagues too & so caring for everyone.
Proud of u tht cn work for so long:) hahs.
Thks Alan & Soiwlin too:)
I wont forget gng out wit ur all & e laughters we hab at WH.
Thks to other WH colleagues too.
thks for celebrating my bdae. ur all really give me a surprise & unbelievable will b hlping me to celebrate:) hahs. thks alots eh.
now I want to thks to wesly & yunfeng:)
both of u give me a happy memories & having e enjoyment wen being wib ur all.
its a bless & a happy moment.
being wib ur all habing many ups & dwn happiness:) laughs.
I jux want to hold on to ur all & wont want to lose this impt friendship:)
I oso want to thks my kor Jiawei.
I nbr forgotten u & still will remind of u even u got gf:)
dont worry cus i said b4 u will nbr been forgotten.
hahs. korx, happy tht I always hab u? c i so you xim lea.
lastlong with janice alright:)
rs always ups & dwn so dun gib up no matter wad tings u r facing.
I m strong my kor is strong de:)
& really thks alots for e moment of acc & wont forget wen we was at ur hse:) hehs.
Ahdot, thks u too^^!
u really super good & a caring fren I hab too:)
u always give in to us & chat wit me wen I need somone to chat with.
I wont forgot e moment of e chit-chat conference for almost 2mths plus of every nite^^!
hahs. e memories unforgetable & its wonderful.
althought we hab sum misunderstanding end up, I still treat u s my gd friends.
cus u was once so care for us & a gd fren.
its sad tht moment wen I quarral wit u but now we r alright:)
I treasure all of ur all & wont want to lose any friendship.
I hope i m unforgetable to ur all too.
KOKLEONG, i have nth to thks u but a gd friends.
hahs. maybe thks u for being my listener.
but i also being ur listener eh^^! hahs.
nbr forget e moment of chat & hope to have e day agn:)
Now I wan to thks to my Erzi Daoxiang :)
Thks for e bdae presents & thks for celebrating my bdae with me:)
I m happy to hab u s my erzi:) I really like e present ur all gave me cus its ur all got e heart.
hahs. its mine bless to know u & happy to hab u cheer me up s a concern:)
thks alots & hope we come out soon agn:)
now I want to thks to Zhenhaotudi, Guangrui & Weiteck:)
Thks for celebrating my bdae with me & e present.
Thks for e memories I hab with ur all.
I v appreciate & no matter wad present, i will still like it.
cus ur all gt e hearts:) aI hope to c ur soon & miss e day at walls:)
Jiatong & Qiuying, i tink i dun need thks ur all barh.
LOL. but we always r sistars^^!
ur all memories will nbr b forgotten & e most impt to me:)
I need ur all in my lifes & cnt b happy without ur all:)
now I want to thks Yaoxin.
I know u its a happy ting & glad tht have u so sweet fren:)
although I dk u well & we not really known each others for so long, I stil treasure our friendship.
I want to thks tht I have e wonderful memories with ur all & e fun:)
really thks. hahs.
Thks Adallyn & Charmaine.
gers, I nbr forgotten ur all especially e days we have.
although we alr quarral & nbr contact, I still cares & miss ur all.
Maybe ur all wont know I m posting to ur all cus ur all wont be viewing le.
I really miss e days with ur all, still wil rmb deep in my heart:)
now I want thks my mei Laifong.
Thks for e acc wen I m really down.
I wont forget e day of ur acc wen how mars & jiatong treat me while they at my hse.
hehs. but I forgiven them.
anw really thks alots & glad to know u.
have u being my mei, its my bless & e acc is unforgetable.
ger, u r sensible s u wont let me worry much. hehs.
now I want to thks all yt friends(Melvin, Jiajing, Ron, Jean, Jingyu, Jeremy & alots). Tell me if ur name nbr stated dwn.
ur all acc me all those days too:) if i want to thks really thks alot ppl^^! hahs.
I nbr forget all my friends & e childish tings we did.
I nbr forget e ton days too. hahs.
Thks Willy & Wheelie too.
I know we been through lots of miserable/tough days & quarral cus of attitude or others?
we still contact now & ur all always my bro deep in my heart.
I wont forgot & wont erase ur all name in my heart:)
I hope ur all cn b gd & hab a stable job to stables urs all life.
all i want to c is ur all happy.
I also need to thks my cousin Marcus.
although u r inside now & always disappointed me, i still wont give up u.
cus u r my impt beloved cousin. I still want & need u.
I really hope u cn change & nbr forget ur dote:) hahs.
waiting ahead for ur coming out. hope ur letter reply soon.
Thks Mars alots too.
I love u deeply yet u hurt me deeply.
hahs. I still need to thks u cus u acc me e days.
I rmb everything abt u & will b unfogetable.
e tender & sweetless of u still in my mind.
nth vanish at all. hehs.
wad i cn say is thks alots:)
thks to my woodlands friends too:)
thks for e acc eh. hahs.
I want to thks jiu need thks alots.
so tell me wen dunhaf ur name alright:)
I also need to thks my baobei Gladys & Dorisa:)
imy all alots & hope to cya all soon^^!
gladys, i wonder wer r u now?
if ur saw my post pls contact me alright?
I nbr forget e days we have been tgt^^!
really too much of e memories^^!
sigh, hope to cya all soon & will get to contact till ur all.
ahdor, i want to meet up u soon alright? hehs.
I really miss e past alots & really enjoy:)
I tink i shall stp posting le & bak to work now:)

sians. work til 8pm today with liting.
I ask her whether she want to acc me to stay down?
she agree & we saty tgt til 8pm.
tml she taking half day leave.
today need to chop, sign & write dwn date of e tax invoice til siao los^^!!
sigh, stay dwn til 8pm still cnt do fin lea^^!
but almost done. tink tml will be done.
15may2010(saturday) gonna take leave s my PO instructed me to do so.
I need to go down report with my dad s her superior want to c us too.
I dk how to ans her superior tht moment le los.
gg sia^^!! gng to hab a big headache but still hab to face it^^!!
bobians. choices only face e facts.
being responsiblities its in a gd manner.
I jux done part of my job its wad I cn do & I alr tried my best.
e invoivce still cnt chop, sign & write fin e date so will continue tml.
tink tml everything will b done. sigh.
gng hm soon:) post til here.

I want to bak to concentrate my study & workbut cn I?
I dk why sudden I feel like enjoying but I wish to cope with work & study at e same tyms too.
sigh, i m such a failure tht i cnt handle well my own tings.
This sat or nxt sat, i need to report to my PO with my dad s her superior want to c us.
sigh, blame myself keep breach TR & now hab to get wad warning letter tht court will knw^^!
bobians, wad done hab done.
anw, habing mood swing these adays^^! sigh.
today got to hlp out to chop, sign & written date down at all e invoice papers melissa instructed me to do de^^!!!
omg, its so many los^^!!! sians, but still hab to do.
nbm anw, i jux hlp out wad i cn barh.
dun argue with such a small matters:)

hi, I am bak to post agn.
my mood r alright now:)
I learn how to put down those unhappiness^^!
no point for me to upset all those topid stuff over so many couples of days^^!
hahs. jux cheer up & everything will b over soon.
now we r frens so no point upset over anything cus u r jux not worth for me to b emo^^!!
get away frm my lifes & i wont be contacting s often like past.
I wont or may not reply like normally i do. Laughs.
I m no longer e SERENE u know once^^!
I am sry tht i wont b treat u so gd like once i treat u.
u hab disappointed me & give me such a deep hurt^^!
I tink i need time to recover e wounds.
I tink we oso nth much to tok abt or not worth for anything.
so u lose me s a fren, i tink it will b alright barh?
Laughs. maybe there no any effect u right?
hehs. maybe only I am treasure but not U^^!!!
I wont gonna to bother & wont care anymore^^!
u r not susposed to step into my lifes or to tell me anything^^!
I wont want to cya agn its e best^^! takecares & forever out of my life^^!

I tink wad I hab hlp or done its enoughs^^!
everything its over[:
hopefully u will b happy when u get wad u wans[:
stp all our conver & let us become past^^!
Laughs. dun care whether u treat me well with true heart without any motive or not^^!
all doesnt impt anymore le cus no point finding e ans[:
jux take it tht i m one-part puting in it or stepping in it^^!
anw readers, pls dun ask me who or wad i m saying cus i m not gng to say or tells.
no point saying & jux let all b over frm nw onwards.
no longer like e days we really had:)
all jux take it s a wonderful & memorable days:)

I m sure aft reading it, u know hu r u & there no need for me to stated names.
If u wan, i cn stated ur names here.
I m sorry tht i nbr really notice it even its obvious.
but make it clear, ur all r e one hu dw to meet up face to face to get clear or wadever^^!!
totally not me pls. dun say til lik u all got no fault at all lurh.
I didnt say i dw tis sistership or friendship, its her words pls.
she is e one said then dun b fren los, why become i m e one?
I will go do self-reflection but ur all too.
rmb i said b4 qiuying is impt to me s i told u all once^^!
so i treat u both equal but she tink tht her is super impt than urs all.
i cn said u r super impt to her than us too.
so dun take tis to compare^^!
e main point is whether my heart & ur all heart hab stand a places not.
i did but all is past. cus i knw i m not to ur all le^^!
i also hope tis sistership/friendship cn maintain.
but i dun tink so le. ur all dun even want to face to face tok & say me r e one dw.
Laughs. hu pushing e blames exactly?
I never said i dunhab fault. of course i did.
I make mistake for bringing her over which u tel me indirectly reject & neglect ur all feelings tht moment but i did send msg for inform s i know it^^!
sigh, so all no point for saying over it le.

sigh, i m in such a complicated mood^^!
ytd junjie & zhong guang came to meet me at blk15 at 11pm.
we slack tgt while waiting for jiatong to come over s she meeting me too[:
i dk why & in a sudden my mind is jux totally blank.
sigh, its so fan eh^^!
ltr meeting qiuying for lunch s she ask me to spam her cor wen wan to meet her up:)
hopefully there something to do tht cn make my mood feel better[:

Sometimes someone hab alr been hurts by u but u nbr know[:
cus u only being selfish to do e way u feel.
agree with e passerby jux cus of u.
but I wish u to be happy.
pls look around & c who hab alr being hurts by u?!
I hate it e way it is^^! hahs.
dun tink i m saying u if u feel u r e one:)
I n super tired. why?
tel me why u let me feel e way?
u know i been trying not to let u step into my lifes but indeed u r steping in^^!
now u want to step out & u jux simply step out to ignore.
wtf is this & let me jux simply hate it.
mayb i tink too much & always tinking in negative ways.
dk why there so many things hiding in own minds cus its jux simply unconvinent^^!
sigh,everything will be over soon & wounds will b recovered^^!
i learn to being evil & better than being kind hearted^^!
Laughs. no point being good people.

All this tell what i really feel.
My heart is so confussed.
jux simply cnt explain:P:
I super loves all this quotes too^^!

This is to tel every of my friends tht hu need me:)
its more impt to those whom i care^^!

wahhs, today meeting til super late los^^!
management meeting til 7.47pm seh^^!
gng hm now aft posting[:
hahs.

Hi to those reader who love to read my blog^^!
These few days nbr post cus i sick til v jialat.
i m posting bak agn now.
these few days is happy being with them but stil hab sum unhappy matter.
sigh, really dk how to explain.
anw i m too bzy to post cus i jux bak to work so sure got lots of work haben done yet.
will update agn:)

Today seriously sick agn^^!
omg, i cnt tahan sia^^!
topid idiotic sia. why now having soar troat & make me so miserable?
sigh. i feel like gng hm. super tired seh.
anw, i want to resigned soon^^!
dont even bother. sorry abt tht. i m too tired.
i want relax:)

I wanted to resign.
dun feel like working anymore.
super tired & just want to rest.
i know maybe it might cause lots of troubles out in e end.
i also nbr tink of e consequences. hehs.
i really jux dun bother abt e consequences cus i m really super tired^^!
i dk why sudden super tired of my lifes & jux want to come to an ending.
everything will put an end soon:)
everything gng to stop soon & will stop posting soon:)

I wont be keep posting my blog le.
no longer keep posting like past few mths.
thks to those readers for reading my blog:)
anw last fri i sick & nbr came to work.
I got caught agn & i dk wad will happen aft my PO come bak.
these few days being with weijun, qiuying, xinxin & jon.
also got meet up jiatong these few days.
ytd being with weijun, qiuying, xinxin, jon, jiatong, chewcai, gende & meijun.
we went to clementi arcade & pool:) meijun end up join us at evening.
e times & days past fast s i really hope e day just stop there.
cus i dk wen all will disappear or its no longer like nw how we been:)
Laughs. i really miss alots of my past memories^^!
sigh, i jux simply cnt forgotten but i have to. no more, all no more.
btw, my dad gf gng to hlp me send e two letters for me. thks to her[:
anw no longer keep posting.
everything stop here.