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My Bestie.
ahmel♥ kok leong♥ sookhui♥
weijun♥
My SweetHeart.
Linda♥
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jingyu♥
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beatrice♥ MeiYan♥ Minmin(Cousin)♥ valerie♥
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Laifong♥ sabina♥ sally & sean♥ sally & cheepoh♥ vivian(adss)♥ vivianLHW♥ weilin♥ xueqi♥ zoey♥
My Bros.
jiajing♥ wheelie♥
My Kors.
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My Di.
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My Crazy Friends.
adallyn♥ ashley♥ audrey♥ Beecheng♥ Bryan wong♥ bryan♥ caiyin♥ cassan♥ Cassie Fong♥ charmaine♥ charmaine[wdls]♥ cherrie♥ cindy♥ cuiwen♥ danhui♥ daniel♥ diva♥ dorin♥ Ee ling♥ eileen♥ felicia♥ jesjes♥ jereann♥ jiale♥ jon♥ jolin♥ jiajun♥ junkai♥ junjie♥ katrina♥ katherine♥ kelly♥ ken♥ kokleong♥ limwei♥ liling♥ megan(xuejing)♥ meijun♥ nicole♥ pearlyn♥ qinglin♥ qingyi♥ raymond♥ siyun♥ steven♥ sylvester♥ tobias♥ verna♥ wanting(steph)♥ wanxin♥ weiting♥ xinhui♥ xueqi & tobias♥ yingying♥ yufen♥ zen♥

Rewind ;
May 2008; June 2008; October 2008; December 2008; January 2009; February 2009; March 2009; April 2009; May 2009; July 2009; August 2009; October 2009; February 2010; March 2010; April 2010; May 2010; June 2010; July 2010; August 2010; September 2010; October 2010; November 2010; March 2011; April 2011;

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Friday, May 29, 2009 -{'4:53 PM

cries:-( 27may we hab to go bak jurong HQ s our IO sabaran singh sae de . wen we at HQ , he tel us dat we been charge & we been charge of e last yr case . IO lock up us to wait for parents to bail us cus e nxt dae 28may nid to go sub court8 at 28may at 9am . mars ytd alr been lock up . he nw remand 3wks report rtc . his court case agn on 17june . mine bail-extended so e court wil b at 30june .sign:-( cries:-(

♥ dk wad ii really cn do ?

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 -{'7:25 AM

post blog bak .
if ii hab e chances to use com den ii wil sure post blog de .
dis few daes ii really dk wad to do ??
dis fri & sat ii go cycling til morning wib my dad , bro , jiatong & mars .
it happen sumting at my hse is JT pull up her clothes wen she slping s is e FIRST tym she likdat !!
she gib mars HORNY bt mars nbr do dat tings to me AT LEAST .
qiuying & me nbr saw her likdat before s we grow up tgt !!
ii heard is DIFFERENT story ! wad do ii EXPECT to do ?!
NTH II CN DO !! ii only cn heartpains & tolerate everytings !!!!!!
hu really understand my FEELINGS ?!!
ii feel lyk ii m gng to b a evil ppl !!
ii cnt find a listener dat ii really cn TRUST !!
ii wil bcum likdat all cus ii really love mars alots !!
& JT is my SISTAR lehs !!!!! hw cn she likdat6 ?!!!
did she really CARES abt my feelings ?!!!
NONONO !! ii alr HLP her alots !!!
10YRS !! al e while is ii COVER for her & everytym she push EVERYTINGTS to me !!!!!
ii didnt even BETRAY her AT ALL !!! bt wad ii get ??!!!
ii get ALL is her HURTS & really V . PAINS !!!
do uu knw hw MISERABLE it is ??!!!
no ones rr me so wun knw my feelings !!!
so rmb e LESSON !!!
rmb DUN EVER TRUST ANYONES !!!!
NO ONES DAT REALLY CN TRUST !!!
ESPECIALLY E CDLOSEST TO UU !!!
EG . MY SISTAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually ii trust mars & jiatong ALOTS & nbr even SENSITIVE at all even hw GUD he TREAT her !!!
bt dey hab a CRUSH to EACH OTHER & make my CONFIDENCE TOTALLY DROP !!!!!
e nxt dae wen e hor tings happen , ii really cnt bear to hitten by e beer glasses so ii block .
my react began V . BIG cus ii was so worry him !
FIST TYM ii wil cus of LOVES & bcum likdat !!
wen out of HQ den mars cum bak to my sides !!!
ii was really v . happy bt dat tym ii was TINKING all regarding her & him !
ii tot he cum bak to me cus he guilty ii HLP him block e beer bottles !!
bt he sae was not & he regret le .
ii cried & hug him tightly !!
ii began abit sensitive bt nbr even tink so much lyk nw !!
wen til nw of wad mars dad do & sae den ii began quite sensitive !!
& happen e tings dat wad JT do !!!!
mars even oweas side her & we oweas quarral !!
we oweas quarral jux cus of HER & oweas all my FAULT even she do WRONGS !!!
ii stil TRUST mars bt ii wil b V . SENSITIVE jux cus of all e tings HAPPEN btween HER & HIM !!!!
ii really gng gone MAD soon & ii really dk hw to control my REACTS & FEELINGS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hu cn tel me dat expect me HW TO DO ??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
signs:-( cries:-(
tell me wil it b HAPPEN AGN ?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ii really V . V . AFRAID OF WAD SHE DO ESPECIALLY HER MOTIVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ii really CNT LOST MARS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my WHOLE LIFES belong to him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cries cries:-( sobs sobs:-(

♥ reply tagged !

-{'7:09 AM

Lf ; Serene :D: Cheer up uh , everything will be fine. Always rmbr that there are always friends out there for you [: Just dont think too much alright.
serene♥: dun worry . ii nw abit cool dwn le . bt ii really dk hw to trust my SCARY SISTAR ? sign:-( & der no true fren really out der for miee bt maybe . dis world hab bcum DARKNESS !
Teng: happy better smile*
serene♥: ii hope so barhs:-(
Teng: aiyo, sad 1 day, happy oso 1 day just dont think so much ba you and mars so en ai. i fake smile few year lo. see i lyk happy go lucky kid wo pui lei -.-
serene♥: uu wun understang my6 feeling de uh:-(
jaijing: i read all le .. sad case for u ...
serene♥: sign:-( der stil alots . not only likdat uh . really alot of tings happen . my hearts bcum v pains & bcum v sensitive uh:-(
Ahhdor: baobei , I've seen your blog already . Don't so stress ok . We'll meet pretty soon . I miss you a lot (: A lot a lot !
serene♥: ty uh baobeiix . ii hope so barhs . ii wil try my best:-(
wei ting: yo! TAGGED
tagged rply too .
Kelly Chua: Hi, Please relink me @ Http://blog.livedoor.jp/aishimas/ , Thanks! [:
serene♥: ii relink le .

♥ my fam in a mess ?!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 -{'9:01 AM

sign:-((
13may09 we go sentosa wib my cousin , shanshan , yaotheng , han , claudia , qiuying , zoey , mel & jiatong .
aft whole dhae playing we take photo at sentosa as a memories .
aft dat we go vivo eat long john .
sudden dk whyie go my cousin hse torn as mars sae .
dhern stay ale 2nd daes , mars lazy stil wan slp & e nxt daes ii use com den go bak tgt .
ii jux agree los .
at dat nites , joseph bring his gf meet us go eat dinner .
dat tym we look lyk saw my ahma at coffee shp bt we nbr really saw .
so we sit at e coffee shp eat our dinner .
wen gng bak , jiatong look for his uncle take cash to buy cig .
so mars dey al go up to my cousin hse first .
sudden dey all cor to shanshan hp tel us dun cum up first cus my ahma really at his hse .
den we go bak , ii greet 'ahma' .
bt she jux scold miee in tio chew wei .
ii dun even understand .
ahma was really angry dat tym .
s alot alot of tings happen .
my cousin tel us straight go in his rm .
wen all of us at e rm , my ahma still shouting non-stp .
my cousin was really angry & he go out quarral wib my ahma sho loudly .
my ahma was angry & gho behind take chopping bat & cai dao !
my cousin straight cum in e rm & lock e door .
he jux straight cor police to charge my ahma .
we choose nt to so my6 cousin jux wan ahma go hm straight den he wun charge ahma .
its really alot alot of tings happen as ii stp saying .
den my dad nw v . old le so its really difficult for him to find job .
my dad nw nt wrking & finding a job .
its really difficult for him & gt alot of finacial prob .
signs:-(( den ii stil v . stress mars der .
ii really dk wad to do nw:-((
ii m confused & really hurtful !!
sobbs:-(( so heartpains uh .

♥ maybe my blog gng rot agn .

-{'8:00 AM

ii wil sure update my blog wen ii gt com .
signs:-(
ii saw my blogs oweas tink alot of miee & mars de memories:-(
cries:-((
ii nw stil haben slp .
todhae bdbj tio screen wen we was waiting for yaotheng at adm bus-stop .
actually shuld b only jiatong & miee go torn tgt at wdls mart lan .
den end up laifong torn wib us .
we pt tings at marsiling & gather at blk15 .
laifong wan buy drinks den we go blk10 mama shp .
we slack at blk10 while waiting jiatong .
sudden we saw kuosiang .
sign :-(( dun sae e sadd part agn .
todhae ton wib us gt my hubby , laifong , jiatong , katrina , ahben & kuosiang .
4+am den yaotheng rch le:-((
stil gt alot of tings happen uh .
ii dw to carry on lerh .
stp here barhs:-((

♥ cum bak to blog agn .

-{'7:32 AM

sign:-( ii m sho upset & hurts dis few dhaes .
especially regarding mars fam .
ii m nt gng to mars hse anymore cus his dad dunno whyie v . angry miee .
& nw he rather jiatong cum to his hse bt nt miee .
mars only cn meet miee outside .
ii swear ii wun go to mars hse anymore .
wad ii sae ii must do it .
ytd 18april09 den ii knw everytings .
ii was really heartpains & upset wen ii knws .
ii cnt bear to go hm s ii will damm miss mars uh:-(
til nites , jiatong tel miee she ard sembawang wib frens den awhile wil cum bak find us .
bt actually she was at mars hse .
mars also tel miee lies s he tel miee e true alr midnites wen he coming .
mars sae jt gng fetch him at tw to adm meet us dhern he hang .
ii text jt den she cor miee & ii ask her wer is she ?
bt she stil nbr tel miee e true .
she sae she still at sembawang uh .
ii was really angry , heartpains & upset .
straight board dwn e bus , ii run up to e carpark & shout wib tears .
cries:-( ii meet jt alone at toilet .
den sudden she text miee & cor miee she at behind miee .
ii ask laifong & kuosiang go mac first s ii toking wib jt .
ii cries out hurtly wib lots of heartpains tears:-(
she end up tel miee al e truth .
ii was really damm sads & hurts !!
signs:-( ii try nt to tink bt ii cnt uh .
wen at tripple8 at morning den mars tel miee his dad more understand den gud .
ii dun get e meaning .
wen he sending ron take cab den ii ask him .
ii bcum heartpains & upset agn .
cus mars sae nw his daddy let jiatong cum bt dun let miee cum .
jiatong really powerful til ii really dunno wad to do ??
ii oweas been tinking jiatong is mars gf or ii m mars gf ??!!
ii was really heartpains & cries hurtfully deeps in my heart !!
hw uu expect miee to b happy s only fake smiles is all ii cn go on wib lifes normal:-(
sobbs:-( cries:-( signs:-(
ii dunno wad ii cn do & hw ii m gng to face dem dis few dhaes wib a fake smiles ??!!
signs:-( cries:-(
btw 3+weeks more , mars gng NS soon .
ii gonna miss him aloads:-((
maybe dis is e tym to let miee nt to tink so much & cool dwn wib everytings:-((

♥ long tym nbr post .

Monday, May 4, 2009 -{'8:23 PM

ii m sry fer nt posting .

ii wish to post bt bobians cus ii no com .
my blog rot liaos & hab to rot .
hais .
my hp spoil sia cus of dem .
my hp kenna salt waters .
bt dey willing to pay since ish dey make spoil .
so bobians . tem lend frm mars to use his fone .

♥ rply tag .

-{'7:53 PM

ADALLYN: blog rot liaox larh
serene♥: yaars . cus ii no com to update my blog marhs . bobians(;
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serene♥: ii wil gho cc de once ii free . ii oweas support uu(;
KEN: serene link me LONG-LONG-ME.BLOGSPOT.COM
serene♥: ii relink lerh .
ZoeyWang;Zuer: Sister,Posted the Picture I took with you le.Laughts* Anw,Happy super early Bday!Last super long with Bro-in-law yea.Get Baby soon!LOL!
serene♥: lolls . ii dw to hab baby so early eh . & ii wil find one daes to pt our pix to my blog kays .
swee: Da Jie tagggggggggggg
serene♥: lolls . ty di .
Lf ; Serene :D: Helllllllo ! View & tagged ! {:
serene♥: ello bak ! lolls . ii wil tagged bak uu soon(;
zhi an: tc uhh lao po =) rmb ask Mars dun think 2 much uhh ^^ las long
serene♥: uu takkaiirres too uh laogong(; lolls . mars wen gt tink so much ?
Yimiao: Linked already(: hahas.. I'm fine.. how about you??
serene♥: alrights . hhaass . ii m fine too . long tym nbr saw uu both .. damm miss uu gers(;
xueqi: the way you write your words so cute noh . hahhaha xD
serene♥: lolls . my handwriting use to type likdat(;