The Memories Of Mine♥

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♥Four- lovely SIS.♥
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My Favourites.
dorisa♥ jiatong♥ Qiuying♥
My Baby.
Qiuhua♥
My Erzi.
Daoxiang♥
My Bestie.
ahmel♥ kok leong♥ sookhui♥
weijun♥
My SweetHeart.
Linda♥
My Mummy.
jingyu♥
My Jies.
beatrice♥ MeiYan♥ Minmin(Cousin)♥ valerie♥
My Meis.
Laifong♥ sabina♥ sally & sean♥ sally & cheepoh♥ vivian(adss)♥ vivianLHW♥ weilin♥ xueqi♥ zoey♥
My Bros.
jiajing♥ wheelie♥
My Kors.
dyon♥
My Di.
Leon[yonghong]♥ sweeleong♥<
WH colleages.
Daniel LIEW♥ Corrine(liting)♥ Tina♥
My Crazy Friends.
adallyn♥ ashley♥ audrey♥ Beecheng♥ Bryan wong♥ bryan♥ caiyin♥ cassan♥ Cassie Fong♥ charmaine♥ charmaine[wdls]♥ cherrie♥ cindy♥ cuiwen♥ danhui♥ daniel♥ diva♥ dorin♥ Ee ling♥ eileen♥ felicia♥ jesjes♥ jereann♥ jiale♥ jon♥ jolin♥ jiajun♥ junkai♥ junjie♥ katrina♥ katherine♥ kelly♥ ken♥ kokleong♥ limwei♥ liling♥ megan(xuejing)♥ meijun♥ nicole♥ pearlyn♥ qinglin♥ qingyi♥ raymond♥ siyun♥ steven♥ sylvester♥ tobias♥ verna♥ wanting(steph)♥ wanxin♥ weiting♥ xinhui♥ xueqi & tobias♥ yingying♥ yufen♥ zen♥

Rewind ;
May 2008; June 2008; October 2008; December 2008; January 2009; February 2009; March 2009; April 2009; May 2009; July 2009; August 2009; October 2009; February 2010; March 2010; April 2010; May 2010; June 2010; July 2010; August 2010; September 2010; October 2010; November 2010; March 2011; April 2011;

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Saturday, February 27, 2010 -{'7:50 AM

e math lesson quite boring .
lol . bt i jux stay concentrate .
todae my dad asking me acc him to go jacky songka & overnight at there .
bt my dad gf sae i dun go betar cus tml nid to study & nt gud for me to go der .
i dk , i jux listen to them to be obedient ger .
btw , i oso cnt overnight cus i got probation so i shuld follow e tr given by courts .
my dad ask me jux to go over awhile .
i told him i dk abt it .
c hw ltr barhs .
ahmel meet me to study today .
i feel so tired dat i hab to go study wib him cus i dunhaf enough rest !
lol . bt no choice , i alr promise him at wed .
haiyo , i pei him study til 5pm only barh .
cus i wan go hm slp awhile . lol .
mayb i hab to acc my dad go sengkang to jacky songka uh s he wish me cn go .
mayb i jux go awhile los .
a heart to go there barh .
tml wil b habing eng classes frm 9am-12pm .
haiyo , so tired .
maybe i gng my mum hse visit dem at dis sun .
i miss them . T.T
bak to wrk now .

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Friday, February 26, 2010 -{'7:48 AM

today i gng for math lesson aft wrk .
i hab to report to my po aft 2wks .
i tink i cn successfully complete my probation barh .
ytd my cso question me alots & i found out dat actually i changed alot wen i get probation .
i tink its gud for mars to go in & i get probation .
cus we cn learn alot of tings frm e puishment .
i alr gng 17yrs old ger , i must knw hw to tink by nw .
i nbr let my fam worry abt me nw & i bcum more obedient nw .
i gt listen to my fam nw & i bcum more respect nw .
i tink my changing is worth cus my fam is happy of my changes .
last tym its my mistakes frm doing all those topid tings or nbr tink of consequences .
i oweas knw wad is right & wrong yet i nbr stp dat moment & stil support .
hais , i m partly fault .
if i hab stp , tings might nt b likdat .
bt i dun regret & dw to turn bak cus i m happy wib my lifes nw no matter hw tough it is .
i jux wan to concentrate wrking & study nw .
i miss my bois alots & wonder hab he been missing me ?
hais , i m not him .
i oso dk wad he is tinking nw .
i rmb he said i will change my tinking one day den might nt want to b wib him .
yea , i hab sum changes in my tinking bt e most impt is my loves for him oweas nbr change .
i stil wan to be wib him if he wans .
i tel him before even wen i grow up i hab any changes , i stil wan to be with him .
i dk he wil b e same lyk those guys ?
bt i trust he wont wen i knw him .
i knw everyone wil change his tinking wen grow up .
so i might nt knw wad is his tinking nw .
i really miss him alots & he meant alots to me(;
even in e future if we nbr b tgt or if i dunhaf e fate to hab him s my husband ,
i also wish he wil find a betar ger dan me & happy wib his lifes .
i will respect his decisions & i jux hope both of us cn be happy .
i knw i shuld learn knw hw to take it & pt dwn now .
i hab to face e facts & reality .
i cnt b lyk last tym dunhaf so much stress .
nw hab to face e stress & learn hw to overcome al difficulties by my ownself .
hahs(; bak to wrk nw .

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Thursday, February 25, 2010 -{'7:48 AM

ytd i was sad abt sum causes at wrk .
bt nbm , i m okay nw .
ytd i was late for e sci classes cus i forgot to take wallet & i rush bak to wah & hua office .
btt i wait for bus is alr 6.20pm likdat .
jam summore .
so i buy breads at kranji & take money to take cab to bishan ite .
wen i report e classes , i saw liyun .
i nbr expected dat i wil saw her s she wil b same classes wib me for sci sub .
bt i hope i dk anyone frm there cus i wan to concentrate study .
bt nbm , i wil study hard to nt affect by anytings .
today aft wrk , i gtg wdls library to report to my po & cso .
lol , i gt prepare everyting properly .
i wil study haohao de & wil find tyms to revise .
so tired dat i slp late at e midnite ytd .
haiyo(; bt nbms .
jux try my best & jiayous .
i gtg , bak to wrk le .

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Wednesday, February 24, 2010 -{'8:18 AM

i sudden feel sad .

cus i saw alots of my past memories betwwen mars & me .

i saw hw my lifes being too .

i m nt e only one hu hab gone through those tough lifes & being TORTURE .

there alot ppl hu hab to face al dis probs too .

i dk whye i suden feel i m so weird ?

last yr oct i decided to give up mars cus of e past hurts & TORTURE !

bt nw i dw to give up le jux simply cus i love him ?!

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-{'8:00 AM

todae i gng to report classes aft wrk .
mars visit change to 13march le , cus his parents nid past dem e 60bucks for do mars spectacles .
so his parents gng face to face visit him .
i miss him & wish to visit him bt dk whye dunhaf e courage to go visit him .
aft e tele-visit on 20feb2010 at je plc .
hais . i jux dun tink too much first .
its alr affect my job .
so todae i hab to b more concentrate wrking & study .
i gng bak to wrk soon .
todae my probation will b extnd cus i nid to study .
i shuld treasure my job & study .
even hw tired , i hab to carry on .
everyday jux wrk & study .
mayb spend sum tyms oso wil b difficult for nw .
its oso gud for me .
cus i m tired to go out & dunhaf e mood .
i jux go out wib jt on every mth pay day at 5th & 20th .
we go party world & eat dinner .
we jux promise each other to hab fun jux for 2days per mth .
dats enough & alr happy enough .
we grow up le so shouldnt keep play & play nw .
hahs . post til here le(;

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Tuesday, February 23, 2010 -{'7:54 AM

todae bak to wrk agn .
ytd nite wheelie & willy go tpy meet shanshan .
aft dat i heard wheelie & shanshan dat willy gng find jiale day al .
hais . everbody is worry abt him bt he doesnt seem to understand our good .
since al is up to him den let him make decision .
we jux simply cnt handle him & i dw to bother abt him anymore .
let wheelie care abt it barh .
if its a human den it wil b tired .
so i m alr tired .
i hab my own tings to handle too .
s i alr cnt handle well & fexed abt it .
i hope mel cn hlp me ask sumting out wen he went to tele-visit him .
cus i really to knw wad exactly he r telling me ?
does he knw his wrds affect me alots ?!
i gng to strt skul frm tml onwards .
hais , tym might v tight .
i cnt play play le & must concentrate on my job & studies .
others matter jux hab to pt it as side for nt to affect me .
my boi , if uu really wan to tel me negatives lyk eg. giving up dis rs ,
den i respect ur decision .
i oso tink carefully le dat no point for me to pull on uu .
i m alr v hurts deeply dat i jux cnt keep letting uu brk patch .
i dw jux bother to tink abt ur feelings nw .
i jux want to tink of my own feelings .
i nw jux wan to wrk & study to prevent frm getting hurts agn & agn .
i jux wan to stp tinking abt it & dw uu to make me gone crazy .
cries(; ily really alots .
bt our rs doesnt seem v gud .
uu doesnt seem to hlp out wib our rs too(;
der no point for me to carry on rely on uu .
den make it stp earlier betar dan hurts more deeply in future .
its fate to let me knw uu & once hab a memories of us being tgt is counted a happiness(;
i hope uu dun give up ur eng & complete al 4sub .
i m sure uu cn do it .
hope uu jux try ur best al e way betar dan give up e sub uu cmi .
cum bak to me if uu stil wan hlp out dis rs .
bt i really hope all those topid nounsense & hurts cn stp .
i m really v v tired .
i knw uu r pain inside .
bt i m pain too even i at outside .
uu r nt e only one torture s i m torturing too .
my lifes r nt all e while stable .
i hab to face finance probs , overcome dos difficulties , cares & worried alots of tings .
its really nt easy life for me too .
uu no need to worried abt finance probs or to overcome dos difficulties inside .
bt hab uu tink abt my feelings ?
does uu tink i really happy & more happier witout uu ?
if uu tink dis way , i cn swear uu rr 100% wrong !
i jux simply cnt live well witout uu .
hais . sae much oso no use & dunhaf e point anymore .
i hab to gone bak to wrk le .
stp posting le .

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Monday, February 22, 2010 -{'6:09 PM

its hurts deeply in my heart .
although going 3yrs relationship is not long but its also not short .
things r easy to say but say until do it , it might be nt easy s what we simply just say using mouth or tinking .
if its really easy , nobody will cry or hurts being for years or maybe days or weeks ?
hais . i really miss my boy alots .
i hope to knw soon wad is his meaning of telling me that at tele-visit ??
i really wish to knw asap .
or else i wil jux simply keep tinking abt it .
hais .
stp here .

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-{'8:29 AM

post past photos !
its a memories between us(;

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-{'7:56 AM

hi bak to post my blog .
sat i suppose to b happy bt its actually not !
its hurts aft tele visit mars !
i bear wib all my tears til joeson & his parents go off .
my mum called me to sae abt her bf bt i was in e low mood so i cry out & express my feelings out le .
my mum sudden keep quiet le . hais .
mars told me he agree wib his fren dat our distances r far apart s his fren sae is right .
he sae wait til he cum out den sae .
he sae rather dw me write letter to him since my letter so awful .
he said oso v awful sumtyms .
its really hurts me dat moment & he tel me dun tink too much .
bt i cnt ! cus he sae he finally cn sae out frm his heart .
so al is true words ?
hw cn i nt painful in my heart ?
aft visiting him , i went to ahma hse at old boonlay places s she called me & my fam go eat steamboat .
ytd i meet up jiatong go party world s my mood was v low .
we meet up at 1.40pm & we go c limwei awhile at swesen s she wrking at der .
aft dat we make a photoprint necklace tgt .
we go party world frm 2pm-6pm .
i almost cry out agn wen i sing e songs wib mars & mine memories .
its really v v painful deep in my heart !
i feel deeply hurts agn .
whye his wrds stil cn hurts me so much ?!
i thought i hab said i cnt pt in all my heart to him agn to avoid being hurts ?!
bt i jux simply cnt !
hais . aft party world at 6pm , we went to cck meet hong qiang , ivan & jiajing .
hong qiang & ivan left aft jiajing & me buy e wallet present for mars bdae .
jiajing , jiatong & me go eat subway aft dat .
we eat hao den go smking area meet wesly .
we slack tgt at blk 352 til 9pm & everybody go hm .
todae i m bak to wrking agn .
gtg , bak to wrk le .

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Saturday, February 20, 2010 -{'7:56 AM

todae i wanted to go mummy hse de ,
bt my PO ms wong sae i gib her last min noctice so ask me to stay hm !
hais , i hope my mum ask den i cn go .
cus i might nt b able to go der overnight frm nxt week onwards .
cus i strt my part tym education on nxt wk .
i will b studying at bishan ite .
i stil wrking frm mon-sat too .
sat wrk half dae only .
haiyo , likdat sure v tired !
ytd went to joeson hse til 8.30pm & i go off .
cus of my tr !
joeson hse gt yunfeng , wesly , eric , jessica , serina , michelle , jingyu & gary .
ahdot & eugene cuming bt i gtg !
dey playing cards bt i didnt play !
i sitting der c only .
i didnt even drink beer s joeson wan gib me .
lol . tyms will change everyting .
i nw must change everyting before my boi cum out !
hehs(; i gtg , bak to wrk now !

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Friday, February 19, 2010 -{'7:53 AM

todae i gng joeson hse bai nian at evening ltr wib ahdot , wesly & yunfeng .
i tink serena & michelle cuming wib wesly & yunfeng s wesly told me they meeting up at 2.30pm while i wil b wrking at office .
i wrk at wah & hua s admin .
i quite lyk dis job & i unexpected dat i cn wrk at office .
i m happy i cn came in to wah & hua office without any experience at all .
i must wrk hard & study hard to wait for my boi .
althought in e past uu hab done lots of mistakes or hurt me deeply ,
bt i still love uu deeply .
i really hope my boi cn change .
i wan him to hab a betar future .
i hope my expectation r okay wib uu .
i m sure uu cn study well & hab my support .
btw sry if i nbr update or post ,
jux cus i maybe v bzy .
i wil b bak agn .

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Thursday, February 18, 2010 -{'8:08 AM

ytd my boss gib me hongbao .
i get 3hongbao ytd .
i m happy to wrk at wah & hua .
i miss my boi alots !
i wonder hw is him nw & hw is his eyes ?
i m getting worried abt him .
i wanted to tell him i nbr breach my tr & i only wrk .
i gng strt part tym education soon .
its strt at nxt week !
dis sun i gng tele visit him .
i dk joeson is free to visit him ?
bt i stil will go .
i cn post my blogs cus i at office .
if i m bzy then i cnt post blogs le .
i will update soon .
blog gt alot of tings i haben make hao .
lol ! stp here , bak to wrk .

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Wednesday, February 17, 2010 -{'8:34 AM

i nbr post blog for so long ,
jux cus i m v bzy .
i haben make properly well my blog too !
hais . i m bored wib my lifes .
i gng to wrk & wrk now !
my part tym education gng to strt soon on nxt wk .
haiyo , dat tym wil b more stress le .
jux cus i gt to handle my job & studies at e same tym .
my tym r quite tight nw !
that oso counted gud barh .
cus i cn save money or dun run abt & learn some knowledge .
i working at office is counted learning a skill too .
i miss to visit my boi soon at dis sat .
yeahs , i wonder hw is his studies & hw his eyes now ?
hais . hopefully his eyes is fine .
my lifes stil cn go on happily de .
stp here , bak to wrk nw .