The Memories Of Mine♥

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♥Four- lovely SIS.♥
CLAST♥
My Favourites.
dorisa♥ jiatong♥ Qiuying♥
My Baby.
Qiuhua♥
My Erzi.
Daoxiang♥
My Bestie.
ahmel♥ kok leong♥ sookhui♥
weijun♥
My SweetHeart.
Linda♥
My Mummy.
jingyu♥
My Jies.
beatrice♥ MeiYan♥ Minmin(Cousin)♥ valerie♥
My Meis.
Laifong♥ sabina♥ sally & sean♥ sally & cheepoh♥ vivian(adss)♥ vivianLHW♥ weilin♥ xueqi♥ zoey♥
My Bros.
jiajing♥ wheelie♥
My Kors.
dyon♥
My Di.
Leon[yonghong]♥ sweeleong♥<
WH colleages.
Daniel LIEW♥ Corrine(liting)♥ Tina♥
My Crazy Friends.
adallyn♥ ashley♥ audrey♥ Beecheng♥ Bryan wong♥ bryan♥ caiyin♥ cassan♥ Cassie Fong♥ charmaine♥ charmaine[wdls]♥ cherrie♥ cindy♥ cuiwen♥ danhui♥ daniel♥ diva♥ dorin♥ Ee ling♥ eileen♥ felicia♥ jesjes♥ jereann♥ jiale♥ jon♥ jolin♥ jiajun♥ junkai♥ junjie♥ katrina♥ katherine♥ kelly♥ ken♥ kokleong♥ limwei♥ liling♥ megan(xuejing)♥ meijun♥ nicole♥ pearlyn♥ qinglin♥ qingyi♥ raymond♥ siyun♥ steven♥ sylvester♥ tobias♥ verna♥ wanting(steph)♥ wanxin♥ weiting♥ xinhui♥ xueqi & tobias♥ yingying♥ yufen♥ zen♥

Rewind ;
May 2008; June 2008; October 2008; December 2008; January 2009; February 2009; March 2009; April 2009; May 2009; July 2009; August 2009; October 2009; February 2010; March 2010; April 2010; May 2010; June 2010; July 2010; August 2010; September 2010; October 2010; November 2010; March 2011; April 2011;

♥ saddeds . .

Saturday, May 31, 2008 -{'6:34 PM

iie dunno wad to do to do s its sho feved abt it . . mars cus of miiees sel aways his fones . . its fel sho guiltys . . iie dunno gonna wad to do . . its sho fustrateds . . & iie hopes mai fam cn b peaces one dhaes . . nn iie hopes to peaces a momentts too . . haishh . .

♥ nw adhaes its sho complicateds . .

-{'3:32 AM

nw adhaes iie hopes wil b peaces. . cus iie dunno hw to faces al e probs & e realitys . . iie m a failures of handles tins espaciali rlationshipx . . iie dunno wad iie wans . . & dun evenn knw hw to b strons to ovacumes mai probs . . so wads gib tins up to benefit others ? ders oweas no kindness to b rewards . . its fel painful fer maiself dan dems . . iie reali dun wan to hurts aniones or dems & rather hurts maiself . . iie was fel painfuls & tins of mai younggs miserables . . iie cnt even ferget althought iie try to pt dwns . . iie cn easily fergibs bt iie cnt easily forgottens . . iie afraids of gettings hurts . . iie reali hopes to habb happys lifes . . its reali makes afraids & lose faith in loves sinces its sho hurts & e painful ish hurts arounds miiees de or e ones hu b wib miiees . . its sho upsets . . iie cn fel dair pains or hw upsets dey was to miiees bt iie dun evenn knw wad to do nt to makes dem upsets . . especiali iie wil nt juz to b happys alones to hurts others . . iie juz hopes its past & nt to tins too muchh . . hopes tins wil b easiers . .

♥ iie gg to gib up n to let gho . .

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 -{'5:57 AM

iie tins alots . . it wastex tyms fer both al of uu nt to let gho . . juz tut pt dwn soon . . hopes he wil undestans . . iie dunno wad to do nt to mak him dun upsets . . bt iie reali wanted to leave . . iie dun wan to b carried on wib him . . iie m sry t hurts him . .

♥ it wil b lonely alones . .

Sunday, May 25, 2008 -{'1:37 PM

iie habb a feels dat mai lifes wil b alones & emos . . lifes ish sho sians dat iie dunno wadd to do nxt . . doesnt knw dat cn iie stil rturn to skuls ?! does skul stil willin tut gib a one last chances ? it mitex nort juz cus dey hab gib manii chances bt iie wun appreciate nn treasure it ard al . . iie m sure manii ppl rr dispointedd in miiees . . dunno whhyies mai hrts oweas hab sumtins dat mak miee to fan abt it . . its fel pains & hurts . . dunno hw to handles mai matars too . . its look lots of tins rr troubles miee . . iie cnt fel relax wen dey rr nort besides miiees . . iie realii dunno hw to lives on wib a lonelyy lifes . . haisshh . . nth to sae muchh . .

♥ mars gg ns lerhs wor . .

-{'1:28 PM

he gg to ns ard junes onwards . . he gg hm todhaes & nt stayingg marsilin lerhs . .

♥ let miee tins of hims . .

-{'1:12 PM

iie dunno whhyies iie feelins emo . . its maks miiees upset tut lose suchh a gud frens . . its juz too suden mia infronts of miiees . . bt iie cnt sae aniitins . . he dun even wan to cc miiees juz to mia infronts of miiees marhs ? iie onli cn sae he areadii helps miiees loads . . his encouragements hab improves maii emotional . . let miiee fels relax & peacefully . . he helps miiees wen iie realii nidd helps . . a ppl to acc & concerns wen iie nids . . wen iie m upsets he wil bsidex . . its wonderful memories wib dems . . iie reali hopes we cn keep contacts & dun wishh to lose him . . frens foreers ? cnt sae so barhs . . haiisshh . .

♥ sadness . .

Saturday, May 24, 2008 -{'11:16 PM

iie doesnt knw iie cn stay stron til hw longgs . . sumtyms reali fel lyk juz end mai lifes . . bt oweas spares abt dos hu cares fer miee de ppl . . iie reali thx dems aloads . . iie reali fails to b stables . . dunn even hw to handles al mai tins & probs . . iie oweas dunno wadd to do . . haisshh . . iie juz hopes dey rr stil besides miieess. .

♥ 2 impt sistars of mani yrs . .

-{'11:00 PM

even we rr tgt sistars since youngs bt nw we rr nt tgt & our sistarshipx ish far nn far aways . . iie oweas pt dem in mai hrts . . dey rr reali berri impt to miee dat mak miee crazy onces . . iie nbr regrets of treat dems gud or being sistars . . its worth dat everytins iie did fer dems . . iie oweas cnt stp maiself nt to beingg guds to dems since dey doesnt appreciates & doesnt nids miee . . dey didnt even cares hw impt dey rr to miiees or mai guds . . bt iie wun minds . . iie juz to knw ish no matars wad hapens iie stil treats dems s mai sistars . . dey oweas nbr b rplaces & hopes dey nt to b badd . . espaciali mai 10+yrs sistar jiatong . . iie reali worrii her muchh even hw muchh lanjiaox tins she did to miee or bakstabb or btray . . cus she rr impt . . sh oweas mak miiees e worriest . . last tyms 3 of us was close dat oweas shares probs tgt bt nw .................... haishh . . iie reali dunno hw to sae abt it . . sobbs sobbs . .

♥ upsets . .

-{'10:36 PM

iie m upsets being lies by a trust-worthy frens . bt iie fergibs cus he was nt purposly . . iie undestans his reasons . . iie was actuali nbr trustt ppl agns bt iie met sum frens dat rr guds & mak miee trust dem s treatedd dem s impt ppl . . wen iie nids sumones acc & listening ears . dey oweas der fer miiees . . dey oweas cares & concerns fer miees & gib advices . . dey rr reali kind-hrteds & cares & helpfuls . . iie nbr expected to b mets such a gud frens agns . . its faith dat we cn b mets & its was reali happys to b wib dems . . cus iie cn dun tin muchh & b relax . . dey oweas sae sumtins dat reali mak points . . deir encouragements & supports to mak miiees stay strons & looks aheads . . iie reali hopes nt to lose such a gud persons . . iie hopes dey cn cc mai bloggs of hw impt of dems dey rr to miiees . . iie reali afraids to lose dems . . iie m reali happys to knw dems . . iie wil oweas rmb dms in mai hrts . . haishh . .

♥ iie nbr notice mai fams cares to miees . .

-{'1:40 AM

iie dunno hw to cares fer dems . . mai dads oweas gib miee e best nn oweas cares fer miee bt iie dunno hw to appreciates . . even he ownself no moniis he wil try to finds monii fer miiee . . he oweas rather himself hungrys . . iie oweas spent moniis was sho big . . iie oweas nbr treasure mai dads lurves to miee . . sumtyms his words hurts miee loads bt iie knw was juz angry wrds . . iie oweas nbr blame him fer shoutin or scoldin miiee . . he was sho miserables n tough to takkaiirres of us lerhs . . iie reali nt a gud childs nn dun even cares fer his illiness . . iie m selfishh juz to cares fer maiself . . iie oweas spare of mai dad feelins . . iie m reali suchh a failures daughter . . sobbs . .
e mos worriest ish mai grandma . . although she dislyk miiees bt she oweas tin of miee n cares fer miiee too . . juz iie nbr even bother or notice abt it . . iie dun even ones tyms cares fer her s iie tin she doesnt nids mai cares . . bt iie m wrons . . no matars wad iie m stil her grandchild . . iie dunno hw to faces her . . iie onli wanted to sae to her ish a srys . .
altough iie hates mai mums . she ish stil mai mums . . iie knws since youngs she oweas nbr by our sides wen we nid a mum .or wadeva mistakes she makes . iits past lerhs . . iie dun minds hw she treat us . . s long s she ish mai mum . . iie do loves her foreer . .
mai bro owes cares n loves miiees e mos bt iie nbr treat him guds or concern him muchh . . he oweas nbr wanted ppl to buli miiees . . iie m reali sry iie nbr cares fer him enough bt iie do lurves him n cares fer him loads . .
iie oweas nbr treasures or appreciates deir gud to miiees. . iie m reali fel sry to mai fams . .
bt one tins ish iie loves dems aloadds. .

♥ iie m failures to b a gud daughter n dunno hw to cares fer mai fams . .

-{'1:26 AM

iie dunno hw to cares fer dems . . dey rr actuali berri impt to miee in mai hrts . . juz dat iie dunno hw to cares n concerns fer dems bt iie do lurves n cares fer dems . . sumtyms iie m upsets abt mai dads wrd hab hurts miiees . . bt iie knw was angry wrds n knw hw muchh he cares fer miees . . iie oweas was nt a gud childs . . iie was mak him to b worrys . . he oweas gib miee e best . . even he ownself no moniis he oso wil try his bes to gib miee monis . . he oweas treats miiee wels n dun cares miiee muchh . . s juz wan miee knw hw to tins . . he was reali berri tough to takkairres of miee n mai bro . . iie oweas nbr been a gud child to him ard als . . sobs . .

mai relatives was cares fer miiee evenn dey dislyk miee bt iie juz wun knw to appreciates . . e most worries was mai grandma . . iie reali dun wanna to lose her . . iie dunno her guds towards miee . . iie oweas tin of deys decides miee n dun hab e nids miee to cums . . iie dun even realise mai grandma guds to miee . . iie m regrets of hw iie treats dems . . iie nbr cares fer dems or even helps wib . . iie didn even concern fer dem ard als . . iie nbr even notice dem or cares fer dems . . reali such a failures persons . . iie oweas nbr treasures dems . . iie reali upsets . . sobs . .

even mai mums did manii tins dat

♥ iie m afrauds to lose dos al arounds miee . .

-{'1:14 AM

iie dunno wen iie wil lose dos aronds miee dat iie dun wanna dems to leaves miiee . . onli dems let miee stay strons wen iie m weaks . . deys oweas acc n lends a listeningg ears wen iie nid dems . . deys oweas concern fer miee n lendx miee deir shoulders . . dey oweas bsides miee wen iie m upsets . . deys oweas console n advices bfer iie regrets of doin anitins . . al rr impt to miee til iie afraids to lose dems . . if dey reali leaves miee iie reali dunno wad to do . . iie m oweas fan of mani matars to mak miee burst bt iie oweas stay stron juz cus iie supports by dos arounds miee . . iie reali nids dems . . iie wanted to tels hw dey rr impt to miee bt iie juz dunno hw to sae . . especiali wen dey rr angrys . iie m afraids cus iie dun wan to lose dems . . hopes to b tgt foreers . . n hopes dis stays foreer . .

♥ mai feelinggs to mars . .

-{'12:59 AM

mai feelinggs to mars was deep once . bt aft brks e seconds tym iie hab no confidence we cn b foreers . . its mak miee undestans of lurves mor btwen our rlationshipx . . its was once a wonderful n a swit memories we had evenn its miserables . . bt nw iie dun even dares to tin our rlationshipx matars muchh . . iie onli cn sae its juz b natures . . mai soul n hrts was pains n hurts loads juz bein wib him to mak miee did al dos topids n sillys tins . . bt iie knw its worth fer letting miee to b since iie decides to b wib him . . iie cn sae iie wil nbr fergt our memories . . memories rr ovas . . iie m happys uu treasure miee loads n reali thx fer lovinggs miee . . iie m suchh a failures dat iie dun even hw to handles mai rlationshipx n iie m nort a gud gf . . iie cnt 100% to mak uu haapys . . iie juz onli prays uu wil stay healthy n happys every moments . .