♥ i wil wait for u
Tuesday, April 26, 2011 -{'6:51 PM
serene sry for making u so miserable in ur life. seriously i seldom blog cus i dun reali like blog. all ppl got different like & dislike. i dun have the xi guan to post blog bt i wil try my veri best to do it.
♥ u only post when u want to post !
Wednesday, April 20, 2011 -{'12:31 PM
I m tired of posting since there's also no much things to post out abt my lifes. I considering to close my blog soon. its jux sooner or later.
♥ Sorry sweetheart
Thursday, April 14, 2011 -{'10:36 PM
sweetheart i am sorry. our attitude is the same tht lead us to quarrel everytime. frm nw onwards i will try my veri best nt to tok so much as in to change the way i are nw? maybe qy sae de is correct i am irritating. i understand ur feelings. Middleman nt easy to be cus all of us is middleman b4. i jus hope i do de everything will make u more happy. However, quarrel n shouting of cus will make our life more miserable n stress. I as ur hubby realise the mistake, i will try my veri veri veri best to change. So if u see mi dun tok or nt be myself pls dun ask mi why. Maybe tis is the way to change?I going ns soon n alot ppl sae go in ns le will be more mature n understanding. I hope is true n hope it wil lead mi to a better hubby of urs. Lastly sorry for today attitude, nw i tink u wont wan to tok to mi at all. Maybe today onwards i wil start to blog le, so hope u dun mind i use ur blog to post. I am in fault that u work and study alr stress n nt free n yet i keep stress u n shout at u sometimes.
i realise my mistake after all. Maybe is too late? But still i will change, if u reali willing to give mi a chance to do so.
♥ e Pains of feeling tht nobody could understand!
Friday, April 8, 2011 -{'4:24 PM
someone who loves & cares abt u called me today to ask me abt our past tht firstly make me came into my blog rewinds. there's still got some ques tht I dun even know how to ans her. e way she msg me, I cn feel she really cares alot abt u.Joyce: If one day mars wan to win u bk, do u tink he stil gt chance? Nw u sae its totally ur fault n u hurt mars & yun fong.. Serene, as a frene here, i really pity euu... Although i dun knw mars character well, bt jux nw we talk over fone abt mars... Heard u sae mars treat u nt gud, compare nw the mars, reali dunno wat he wan... Me as his frene also duno wat he wan... Mars n me go stead nt long also nw we break then get bk to frene relationship, at least i cn stil feel his concern to me.. Serene: u love him? Joyce: Cn sae my hrt til nw stil have him ba.Joyce: He sae tat he dun like my character, talkin, walking n throw tinks method all he dun like, and my attitude.. For example, if i wan to go his hse, he sae cannot and i show him my angry face and fuck attitude, he start to lose confidence on me... In the end, is tis outcome result.. Bk to frene relationship.. Serene: oh, so u wil look fr me cus u dk wad to do of hw to patch bk e rs with him right? Joyce: Erm, ya.. Serene, no matter hw i wan to salvage, also no use.. Serene: oh, do u tink u look fr me is a gd ideas? u love him, u wil change fr him. Joyce: I already told him change nit a bit of time bt he stil tink tat i am nt sincere enough to change... Tat why nw he wan me to b frenes bk with him instead of rs make him n me suffer.. Serene: rs take it natural. even u look fr me, there's nth I can hlp u to patch bk e rs wib him. tis is his own choice. I dont have e right to interfer his rs matter esp his own personal matter. bt I cn open my heart to lend u pair of my ears to b ur listener. in tht case, why u told me mars wan to win bk me? Joyce: Tis is previously wat i heard frm him when i stil with him.. He tink onli bt nv reali wan to do it.. Nvm la serene, b frenes better then enemy.. Serene: oh, if he really did tht s u told me then u dun stand a chance? u wont b hurt? Joyce: Haiz.. Hurt of coz have n its painful bt wat to do... Serene: oh, bt u dont tink too much. Its impossible. if u really love him, change then get bk to him. if u still do nth, nth will make any changes. Joyce: Well serene, thks 4 advice.. I wil try my best n change it... At least nw mars stil b frenes wif me... Serene: welcome:) memories gain experience, experience built maturity. tis few words always rmb it in my heart. u will learn something from e words. & I never said he is nt gd, I am saying he is not so gd in e past like now. Hopefully u will TREASURE rs well by now.
♥ 听说重感情的人是这样的、[转]
Wednesday, March 16, 2011 -{'5:30 PM
1、容易满足,更容易受伤
2、总有一种,被忽视的感觉
3、付出的远远超过得到的
4、很固执,不懂得放弃
5、总是说着要离开,却一再为自己找不离开的理由
6、在别人面前笑得很开心,一个人的时候却很漠落
7、在陌生人面前很安静,在朋友面前胡闹
8、不会想索要的太多的回报,只要一点点就可以让我死心塌地,可以很少,但一定要有
9、心情不好的时候,却喜欢听悲歌
10、坐在电脑前,不知道做什么,却又不想关掉它
11、觉得世界上每一个人都不可靠,但却还是那样地选择相信别人
12、偶尔会有种想消失的念头
13、不喜欢等待,却总是等待
14、经常不经意的发呆
15、总会把事情想得很长久
16、总是觉得没有人会把自己放在心里疼
17、心事放在心底,有一个自己的世界
18、习惯了沉默,在沉默中爆发
19、会怀疑,却总是要把人往好处想
20、不喜欢一个人逛街
21、一点点事就胡思乱想
22、自己走路会很快
23、隐藏心事,喜欢一个人流泪
24、习惯冷战
25、喜欢角落、习惯蜷缩
26、莫名地孤单,无法抗拒的恐惧感
27、不爱说话或很爱说话
♥ 我在用心爱你。
-{'5:28 PM
因为我在用心爱你,所以我会和你发脾气
因为我在用心爱你,所以我会因为你和别人在一起而吃醋
因为我在用心爱你,所以我会关心你的一举一动
因为我在用心爱你,所以即使是你的错,我也会抛下自尊去向你道歉哄你
因为我在用心爱你,所以我希望你可以多陪陪我,像你说的我的时间都是你的,那么你的也一样
因为我在用心爱你,所以我会像你的朋友打听你的情况
因为我在用心爱你,所以我会习惯于去找寻你,无论是在哪裡
因为我在用心爱你,所以我会因为咱们之间不顺心的一点小事去和你计较
因为我在用心爱你,所以我的手机会24小时为你开着,怕你有事找不到我,更多的是希望你能主动给我发条短信,说句我想你了
因为我在用心爱你,所以我喜欢你的任何优点与缺点,即使有缺点在我心中也是好的
因为我在用心爱你,所以我希望努力的不只是我而是我们
因为我在用心爱你,所以每次和你发脾气,一看见你快哭的样子,我都会心软
因为我在用心爱你,所以我会担心我们之间会有一天分开,于是整天瞎想
因为我在用心爱你,所以只要你受一点伤,我都会心疼得要命,即使自己笨的什么都做不了,也会陪在你身边,让你知道你还有我
因为我在用心爱你,所以许多心里话我才会一直憋在心里,说出去怕你笑话怕你生气更怕你没反应
因为我在用心爱你,所以我会每一分每一秒想着你,想到自己都累了,还不罢休
因为我在用心爱你,所以我希望你可以对我主动一点,多在乎在乎我,多为我想想
因为我在用心爱你,所以不敢对你太好,怕你身在福中不知福,开始变得不主动了,但我就是做不到
因为我在用心爱你,所以不想让任何一个人干涉我们
因为我在用心爱你,所以我想和你每天都在一起,就算没一分每一秒在一起,我也不会腻
因为我在用心爱你,所以才会因为你让自己的眼泪变得如此不值钱
只是因为我在用心爱你,我会学着包容,信任,理解。只是因为我在用心爱你,所以我想把自己所有的心里话都告诉你,为的不是吵架,而是从中找到解决问题的答案,找出彼此的心声。我不知道自己在想什么,不是不信任,我对你很放心,只是因为我是在用心爱你,没有任何理由。
我们彼此都会无理取闹,都会吃醋,生气,抱怨,难过要面子,想让对方主动,想让对方关心,多体谅一下吧,我们会走过去的,对么 我只是希望你给我的爱是真实的,是能触碰的到的。
我爱你。